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| next try of suecide ! - its starting to be really nice | but I probably do'n want to kill myself , as usually |work... work ... work .. jsut work .. no play .. no pleasure ... I think , i'm workoholic or something like that | or maybe i have to much in my head | the time is running out over my fingers and i can't stop it | what it means | no idea | maybe i'm not organized | next of my favorite web event has started again  :THE GAME at www.gra.kran.art.pl | it's only entertainment that i have | exept unreal ii| I want to be a woman |

| next try of suecide ! - its starting to be really nice | but I probably do'n want to kill myself , as usually |well - the hollydays has been finished ... ha ha ... three weeks on the "deeeep" south oif Italy made me powerfull but not for long .... now i'm again tired .the sleepless nights are killing me ,  the cofe make me siick , I'm just like my site - I'm sick... again .. The work is so fucking boring , no challange , no prize nio nothing .... I'm again at the wrong side of the moon .... I must change something in my life ... maybe once again ... suecide ??? | I want to be a woman |

| nothing interesting happend - as usually | Today I was thinking about www.towar.org. I still don't understand why this site is takeing with respect ... and i really still don't know. For me it's just another piece of crap , just like content. Some people are realy strange , more strange that me. Polish web design is going in one way and have one destination , i call it " tandeta" , extremaly layzy peope gloryfy other extremly layzy people... it's some kind of epidemy. isn't it strange ??? I think that the ond of polish net is coming very fast, extremaly fast ! And I want to have my part in this , maybe after all of this reborn